I’m tired of trying to be loved

it’s tough when his tongue is foreign and he thinks mine is boring

 

I chase him in a circle

But I can never catch him

Day and night day and night

Over and over

 

I don’t understand

He was infatuated with me

Would’ve done anything

Now I can barely catch his eye 

 

Transitioning into adulthood 

I don’t know what’s normal 

and what’s not

Everything becomes more complex

 

My heart hurts

And I’m out of breath from yelling

 

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